20 days without contact and I hope that it will only continue to multiply by 20 and soon P will be but a faint memory as a forgettable mere acquaintance in my life, as I must have been in his.
I will move on to brighter and better days. I know that life will once again be fuller and more meaningful. When I let go of people and things that are toxic and harmful, only good can come out of that decision. I will rejoice in the Lord.
Monday, February 27, 2017
Tuesday, February 07, 2017
Sorry, no goodbye P - we be acquaintances then...
I have to write an entry today because hopefully, my fifth and final attempt at "uncoupling" from P will be successful, Lord willing and keeping all my fingers and toes crossed.
The attachment has been a rather long drawn and emotionally expensive one aside from the fact that it has cost me quite a number of nights of sleepless nights, with close friends worrying about me and worrying with me through out the past couple of months.
There were moments when I had drawn very much more intimately to Jesus because of the pain felt in this relationship. However, at this juncture, I have decided it is not a healthy and godly relationship to engage further in. I need to use my head and stick with it.
The attachment has been a rather long drawn and emotionally expensive one aside from the fact that it has cost me quite a number of nights of sleepless nights, with close friends worrying about me and worrying with me through out the past couple of months.
There were moments when I had drawn very much more intimately to Jesus because of the pain felt in this relationship. However, at this juncture, I have decided it is not a healthy and godly relationship to engage further in. I need to use my head and stick with it.
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